The only character who remotely resembles themselves is the Nurse Practitioner, who is, BTW, the one I had to report a year ago for abuse.
This represents the past two years of opinions, except for the LLMD – that was his reaction on Wednesday when my second test came back negative, without ANY Lyme treatment at all. So my blood is being sent to IgeneX (I couldn’t afford the uber-test, because my bills and all of the medications I keep getting put on are costing way more than even I anticipated, and I usually try to prepare for the worst…and $260 is more than I can afford right now, as well – fun stuff!), and I’ll have THOSE results in 3 or 4 weeks, at which point I’m going BACK to the LLMD to see what the hell I’m supposed to do.
He thinks I probably do have Lyme. But without the positive test (the local tests don’t count “partial” positives as anything…they say that’s a negative, while IgeneX counts them, because even a partial means something’s there), he can’t do anything.
So…I’m pretty fucking depressed right now, and I don’t know what to do. So I draw bad comic-type brain-vomit about how I feel, and now you get to see what one of them looks like.